this. exactly this. on every level.

I used to love you.

You know I was the best thing that ever happened to you.
Now look at what you've lost.

I don't know why I used to love you..
I don't.. I don't.. I don't.

You're long gone.

You know I was the best thing that ever happened to you.
Now look at what you've lost.

One week.

It's been a week since you've tried to contact me. The longest time in almost 5 months now. I hope that means you gave up and realized that I don't want anything to fucking do with you ever again.

This has been the BEST week of my life so far.

I'm healing. And feeling better every single day.

You don't know what love fucking is. You have no clue how to love anyone.

The list I have of everything you never did for me is so long. And the list of all the horrible things you said and did...is even longer.

https://youtu.be/g7aBPhUmxJs

but i have grown too strong, to ever fall back in your arms.

Don't come back for me.
Don't come back at all.

Cut toxic out.

Because I am important. And I am never ever going to be made to feel any less for the rest of my life. Only positivity around me from now on. Only those who will allow me to grow. Inspire me. Thrust me upwards. And show me what whole love really is. :)